Got to live life like I'm pretending not to be bleeding out of my leg cause it really fuc**ng hurts. Oh that would be a good song. Like a panic at the disco song. But really, it hurts. I'm trying to help others get better, but I'm gonna sink deeper. Let's go play the "Fin completely disregards their own body and pretends that they're not bleeding" game! Do I have to make this much longer? I don't know, I just want to go and be done with this cause it's a lot of work. I've been putting a lot of stress on my body recently and I think it's getting bad. I think I was clean on Saturday. That may have been the only day that I was clean. I'm sorry Squidney. I'm sorry Kate. I'm sorry Giz. I'm sorry Charlotte. I'm sorry Roxy. I'm sorry Ellie. I'm sorry Sydney. I'm sorry everyone. I can't deal with it. It's too much now, I can't manage it. You know what this is just great. I hope Mr. Streit never reads my blog in hopes of finding juicy drama, cause I've got none.
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AuthorHey y'all, this is really emo. It's also really old. I'm in high school now, so if you're reading this, please stop, as it's very cringy. I'm 14 now, by the way. Archives
September 2018
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