Wow this is dark...At the start I justwant to say that I wasn't annoyed with Kate I was just trying to journal at the moment and couldnt focus when she continued to talk to me. It was not meant to be offensive in any way.
Why does Kate keep on talking to me? She keeps on talking on and on and on. Ugh. This is so much writing now. I have a full 15 pages to write now. But yet again I have no idea when the Q2 journal is due. It sucks because I have some math homework and I havent even started it. I have juggling and trick-or-treating tonight. I'll have basically no time to write this but to do my math homework. Bye for now.------Uggh. Those dimwits wont shut up now that Mr. Streit's left the room. Wow. He's going to come back and they'll all be talking. Why? He came back and they all shut up immeadiately. Well I guess he has pretty stiff control of the room. I'm going to go read again.-------Fuck the election. I hate Trump. I literally chose the worst day to come out. Yep, that's the thing. I'm pansexual. I was talking to a person las night and they came out to me as bisexual. I'm really worried about Pence/Conversion therapy. Lots of SAGA kids are already depressed. This will only raise suicide and depression rates. I am really scared right now. Suicide rates are predicted to become the #1 cause of death by 2030. That statistic is without conversion therapy. Pence supports it. He will make it happen. In a conversion therapy place they teach you to hate yourself. That you are worthless, that suicide would be better because at least you wouldnt be gay. They teach you to reject yourself and who you are will take you to hell and that nobody likes you. Then they teach you to be straight. How to act, how to look, what to do, what not to do, what it "gay", what is "straight". It's purely evil and while in conversion therapy, you become depressed, many commit suicide and if they dont, they will have attempted at some point. This will not only raise depression and suicide rates but show america that it's not ok to be yourself, that you are a reject and that you are unacceptable. I don't want to be like that but I already am. I even cut for fucks sake. I'm not okay. I probably wont be for awhile. My sanity, friends, self-confidence, moral code, everyone and everything that I am a part of will not be ok if this happens. I'm sorry this is really content heavy and probably pretty pathetic. Because that's just what I am. I have these two scratches in my arm that I think I put there. Ameya asked me what they were from. I said I don't know.
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